Aww, you poor thing! :~hugs~:
I'm here if you wanna talk to me - hope you feel better soon.
It isn't just you - I had to do everything three times when I first started at the Hotel, I was that bad; and I almost burst into tears and slapped the hotel owner at one point.
Of course, I didn't get much better, and therefore got fired. I'm sure that won't happen to you!