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Grrr, stupid LJ...every time I try and do anything with it, there's some problem *mutters angrily* but I will be calm. Calm, I tell you!
lycoris, please tell me how to make lj cuts!
WW1 exam in 2 days. Am feeling more confident now after a mildly interesting revision session today...
Finished my Akira fic! I feel all empty and bereft now. I need yaoi-related solace...also I now have a horrible feeling I have no ideas and the old fear that I can't write original fiction but have trapped myself in fanfic is resurfacing. THAT'S why I didn't want to finish the fic...I was too scared that once it would be done there would be nothing else, and there isn't, much. Sigh. Still, I have finished it, which is good.
The thing is, it's just like I don't like original characters as much as fan ones (well, some I do, but they're usually the ones connected with fandom i.e. Kell.) My own personality comes out more in original stuff cos I can't hide behind another setting, and I find that really embarrassing.
Errr...I'll stop talking now, I'm beginning to feel unnecessarily gloomy. ^_^