I have to put a subject here, otherwise it's very hard to navigate my calender...

My amazon order arrived today: I now possess the novel of Battle Royale and How To Draw Manga: Couples. Much love to sashwizzled! Have read BR and am not so traumatised as thanks to Nik I knew mostly who would die. Ending extremely clever though. There was much squealing.

Thanks to all the cuddles, support etc for my last post. Sorry if I got anyone worried. (Thank you, disks_smilie, for the strange info on TV ^_^)

lycoris, I took your advice and told my mum everything this morning... she was very rather upset but thanks you for encouraging me to tell; says you are a great person. Now feel rather as though I am in freefall. Don't know what I think about anything. Am seeing family doctor tomorrow who has known me since I was a baby, though; maybe he'll help me straighten things out.

My mum told my dad, who told me not to work so hard. Don't know why everyone thinks I am working too hard. Am working as much as I need to. Just have a lazy streak and so get resentful.