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tallulahgsYay, all my exams are over! War exam feels okay although I don't think it went as well as it could have done (but a three hour exam is just plain mean, MEAN I tell you.) Anyway, they're over.
I am so fucking sick of everything and I am so tired that that must be why I'm in such a bitchy, angry mood, but my parents are having another row and no, they are NOT on the verge of divorcing so I really have no right to complain (at least, I hope they're not) and I feel exceedingly pissed off and no WONDER I don't want to fucking have a fucking boyfriend because...oh, hell, there is no point to that argument but I just feel so angry about stuff and so confused, I feel psychologically twisted and then I feel bad that I'm trying to make myself interesting by being psychologically twisted which I'm not anyway. And I'm sick of having to keep second-guessing my mind. And I wish my friends would just grow up and stop being so obsessed with getting drunk. You hear that, Emer, Donna, if you happen to be reading this, I AM SICK OF YOU ALWAYS WANTING TO GET DRUNK and I know that's unfair and mean and biased because I'VE never done it but it still bugs me and I wish you lot would just GROW UP although how can I say that, I'm not fucking well grown-up, am I?
Too many whiny complaints. Of course I'm not grown up. I just need sleep.
I feel a bit better now...^_^
I am so fucking sick of everything and I am so tired that that must be why I'm in such a bitchy, angry mood, but my parents are having another row and no, they are NOT on the verge of divorcing so I really have no right to complain (at least, I hope they're not) and I feel exceedingly pissed off and no WONDER I don't want to fucking have a fucking boyfriend because...oh, hell, there is no point to that argument but I just feel so angry about stuff and so confused, I feel psychologically twisted and then I feel bad that I'm trying to make myself interesting by being psychologically twisted which I'm not anyway. And I'm sick of having to keep second-guessing my mind. And I wish my friends would just grow up and stop being so obsessed with getting drunk. You hear that, Emer, Donna, if you happen to be reading this, I AM SICK OF YOU ALWAYS WANTING TO GET DRUNK and I know that's unfair and mean and biased because I'VE never done it but it still bugs me and I wish you lot would just GROW UP although how can I say that, I'm not fucking well grown-up, am I?
Too many whiny complaints. Of course I'm not grown up. I just need sleep.
I feel a bit better now...^_^
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Date: 2003-06-20 12:51 pm (UTC)*snuggles tightly* I'm sorry you're feeling so crappy. Would it make you feel better if told you that I have posted your letter and it will arrive tomorrow? *snugs again*
Getting drunk is overrated. And the fact that you DON'T want to get drunk proves that you are more grown up than them anyway. Don't worry. *snugs again*
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Date: 2003-06-21 12:26 pm (UTC)And thanks for your support over the drunk thing too.